March 18 2010

Thanks, I’m Joe!

Are you supposed to change for someone? Is THE POTENTIAL of being with someone or keeping them the reason you change? To be better at something? Or should you be doing it yourself and slowly familiarize yourself with the person in hopes they will recognize the change and it is life altering? I guess I’m wondering about the butterflies and excitement… Can it grow? Don’t know. But it sounds like the great gatsby. But in the end it’s not happy either. So perhaps one needs to be selfish… Love yourself only? Game of mememe? Everyone else is disposible but me… So make the right choices before it becomes too much on my end. Pondering Cara at 3am. Tummy hurts alot now. Sadface.

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your typical asian girly. lately addicted to working out and hot tubs. had a WILD 2010, almost as wild as mardi gras but not as much beads, but its only started baby!

currently in a field i'm not sure i should be in, but that seems like how careers are started. i envy those people who know what they want to be in grade 2. it's like, "I WANT TO BE A BUS DRIVER, BEEP BEEP" and they don't have to try much past HS. damn people.

addicted to:

working out, baking cookies, swings, purses, shoes, purple & pink, crocheting, quotes, cute things, domokun